I have always want to update the blog but each time is either a) internet connection is slow or b) he is looking over my shoulder. He will eventually read it... if he remembers but I can't have him seeing me typing it out, or anyone for the matter. Is a magical process... words appear on the screen without effort.

Counting the number of events that have past since I last updated my blog was ... 1) Chinese New Year 2) Valentines' Day 3) my transition into my work life and of course the most recent one is my birthday. (Yes! I'm 23!) I have meant to blog something about these but I just never got down to. I even try to upload photos but is just too big and too slow, I gave up after a while.

I am always hearing people leaving Melbourne to be reunited with their family. The question I want to ask now is... are we too caught up with what is back home and not see what MIGHT, POSSIBLY happen here? A career, a challenge... something worth staying, afterall, we are all living and working for the future, to move on and not remain in our cradles.

I have yet to meet anyone who is not contemplating of returning home or leaving Melbourne that leads me to accepting the kind of life I will be leading if I were to live here permanently. I wouldn't dare to ask further... I have to come to realise that girlfriends form a very large part of my life but is very sad to know everyone moves on.

Moving back won't be as easy as everyone would have expect. There are still challenges ahead and is most definitely not the best hideout.